Its now day 2 of camp. Only managed a couple of hours sleep last 2 nights. Damn tired. But as many of you know, I survive on caffine. This morning I had 5 packets worth of it man. I already feeling super high. And I just want to live high!!

Hey guys, I know I said that I would not be posting! but im here! myfeiwnd brought her lappy!! haha... ok I got internet access!

I will not be writing for a couple of days due to FOC commitments guys. I promise the birthday girl to write an entry for her. I decided to write one before I leave. Eh Junie, really sorry could not stay. I need my rest. Haha but actually got to sleep la. Come online, kena hounded liao. Got so many last minute problems. Alamak.

Anyways, I actually got a lot of things to write on your book one, but Bryan need to go off liao. Damn it. I hope you really like the present cause is i choose one lor. Actually is just happen to see in the store! Haha. Won't tell you where I got it la ok. I havent been to a chalet in a long long time. So thanks for bringing me there! Whee. kk, havent pack my bag so I'm going to start now guys. see ou guys soon!

The more I read her blog, the more I want to kick her. Alamak, I damn concerned can? I am CONCERNED. That's probably why I keep calling her stupid. It's not because she is really stupid but she just puts others before herself. I was not having a good morning but reading her blog made me realised that people around me are also suffering. You know who you are and please please take care of yourself dearest pooh bear! I know you care for giraffe kor kor but your health is more important can? Eh pooh bear, if you are reading this, please take good care of yourself can.

Going to celebrate someone's 21st tomorrow and I think I got a good gift for the person! I'm sure she will love it. Haha! I know you told me not to get you the stuff toys which you totally adore anymore, so I got you something else that is handy and is in the image of the character!

It's 2 days to day 0 and I am really worried for myself too. I need my rest. I am having a sore throat but I'm not saying anything. My parents are nagging me to take care of my health but i don't really care any more. I'm trying to make FOC a success and its my own agenda. The rest can wait.

Going for my first RT session tomorrow. Am worried that they will give me stuff to do liao. Damn it! I pass my NAFFA like twice in my life so I guess rt will become part of my life soon. Sighs.

Anyways going back to my last post. I really like the song. listening to it as I am typing this. Haha. I'm think I can like apply it to so many things and people that I love so much and it really calms me down and stuff like that.Muhahaha.

Anyways, Walrus is coming back from London today. Still waiting for her call. Need to update her on the games for FOC. All my station ics must be zai one. Haha. Must be like me! (I know I thick skinned but oh well what the heck) Seriously I think I might have a problem during FOC. I'm really trying to find myself can. Need my lameness back asap!

All about loving you!

Listenin to this song reminds me of many things! Happy things and sad things all have. I think this song can be applied to many circumstances lor. Damn meaningful can? If you are reading this, and I hope you get to read this, I meant to have this song dedicated to you la. For the rest of us, lets just enjoy this lyrics ya?

Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know Ive made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
Weve been around the block a time or two
Im gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how weve come this far
The answers written in my eyes

[chorus:]
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I dont wanna sleep tonight, dreamins just a waste of time
When I look at what my lifes been comin to
Im all about lovin you

Ive lived, Ive loved, Ive lost, Ive paid some dues, baby
Weve been to hell and back again
Through it all youre always my best friend
For all the words I didnt say and all the things I didnt do
Tonight Im gonna find a way

[chorus:]
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I dont wanna sleep tonight, dreamins just a waste of time
When I look at what my lifes been comin to
Im all about lovin you

You can take this world away
Youre everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
Im all about lovin you

[guitar solo]

[chorus:]
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I dont wanna sleep tonight, dreamins just a waste of time
When I look at what my lifes been comin to
Im all about lovin you

All about lovin you

I realised I am really depending on the Lord these couple of days more than anything. I have been hiding in the ador room more than anything. I probably impressed Brother Jude, but does he know the reason? I am in real need of God's grace. Alot of problems coming to me for FOC. Thats really easy to settle i know but cumbersome. My real worry: broadrick girl guides. Read Junie's blog a couple days back. They might be closing it down. I don't know if the girls respect me or what not, but this organisation is what I have been part of in the last year. I have seen some of them girls grow(in all sense of the word) especially yi ling and regina. I am really glad that they have grown to be better leaders and stuff. Upon hearing this, I teared. Its partly because I was really tired and was unable to control my emotions but it was mostly because I felt that a part of me was going to be gone. OMG! Girls, I can't do much for you now. It's the school's decision. All I can offer you is my prayers! Hope it will help la, ok. FOC is in a few days! Damn! I'm trying to catch up on my sleep which seems ever impossible. HAHA! So many things to do but so little time. Whatever la. Will try. :D