Hello

I found my inner peace now. Thank HIM!!! I love you and you know it. It has been confirmed. Im a social work major.

What is love?

What is love?
Love is being at working.
Love is taking the air less traveled.
Love is wearing a new pair everyday.
Love is the buzzer beater.
Love is dropping 69.
Love is your first.
Love is a 3 peat.
Love is realizing when not to quit your day job.
Love is silencing your critics.
Love is olaying on nothing but heart.
Your writing is on the wall, take it and walk away with your head held high and move on.
What is love?
Love is playing every game as if its your last.

Mental toughness

Mental toughness - something I hold close to my heart. No one said anything was easy. We have to fight for what we want. Even when the world is against you, I say stand and fight. And when you achieved everything, create your own enemies. Set new goals. At any point of time, I think that having an edge is point. Cause this edge is what sets you ticking. I don't think I am there yet. But I will be, or so at least I hope.

Anyways, yesterday's meeting was awesome. The best one we have had so far in UG world. But of cause this was internal. Nevertheless, I said that we would go democratic this year and make sure that the program is both instructor and cadet friendly. (No offense to Hotel Golf but I totally think you are a jerk head)I think the program flows and the instructors mostly have been limited to one major role in the camp. I am looking forward to the fact that the cadets will enjoy this program cause its a fun camp. It really is. I can tell you one thing though. All cadets will be knocked out second day. Plus chop plus guarantee. In fact, I think first day some will knock out already. It is because of the intensity of the program. If I had it my way, the program would be more slack, but oh well the chief wants it his way, so might as well let he be happy. Anyways, chief and I only disagreed about the first day program so it is alright. Guess what? I am no longer ACC. Chief changed my post. It is not a grand post and most cadets would be going to hate me. But I am finally going to be on the grounds. WOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! My new post is called Chief Warrant Officier. The thing I am heading in the program: cleanup. I was secretly smiling when I heard that. Damn lame la. But my motto which I am going to impart to the kids is: if you want to go home, clean up fast. If you don't want me in your face, make it clean. Cause I'm slack and the school is not my home, so make it presentable and we can all go home. I think this post suit me though. At the meeting yeserday, only one word came to mind: safety (and meal times). I don't know whether it's because I have rubbed off my dad's genes or because I am getting older.( mature) So thumbs up Wei Ren. If you were going to make me f&b i/c again, I would have just laughed and walked out. Whoever is going to be f&b ic this year, good luck at the staff office trying to fill up the milo container. It took me about a good 10 mintutes to get one filled. Nevertheless, if there is one key thing in my mind this year, it is safety. Precaution is the key word. Especially on the events like hiking and campfire, CWO is going to whack all the people who are reckless. That include myself when I am on the road driving. (If im getting the car though and wei ren no way you are going to be my co driver.)But let me put the qualifier here, as much as I would hone on the kids, i think it is going to be easy to get points off me also. I 'm really soft hearted. So peace.

NYNYNY

Hey there everybody. It's the new year. New start for everyone. For me, I got new targets and goals I want to achieve this year. I don't want to set too high of a goal and neither do I want to set too many goals. So I'm just going to list 5 and see if I can achieve it by January 1st 2010. So here goes. ( In no particular order) I want to achieve a cap of above 4.0. I want to lose weight. I want to be more proactive in the organizations that I am in. I want to more organized. I want to be more approachable. So there you have it. My top 5 goals in the new year. Achievable? I don't know. All I know is that very soon the house is going to be very quiet. Gabs is leaving for the army and Archiechiban is leaving for Aussieland. That makes me the only kid in the house. Technically I am not a kid anymore. But as you all know, in your parents eyes we are all still kidos. I been talking to my Dad about my goals and my aims, and I think seriously I think he is firstly getting very bored about what I have to say but most importantly, he is seeing the maturity in me. Am I damn mature. No. Nevertheless, I think when I usually have a goal I will keep to it and make it sacred. Actually I wanted to post alot of things but my mind is in a mess right now. I got alot of things I want to settle, alot of mini goals to clear. I have to settle SK Mama bday, get ready for my last complete CNY with my family, starting reading up for my next sem, bid for my mods and tutorial slots, prepare to get into lectors' exco, and get ready for UG camp 09. I really excited for the last one though. I am taking over as Assistant Camp Commandant. Its really an honor to work along side this bunch of kids, but really this time round I have to get to know them better. Especially Zhisheng. He is one hell of a quiet guy. I should trash talk him more often. Bring my lame game on. But the most important thing of cause is to let the cadets have a fantastic time. Let them enjoy. Last year was a success in some ways but there is always ways to improve. (right instructors?) I hope this year the girl guides instructors will be back to help. (Especially Junie and SK) Sk, all I want to tell you is that you were by far the best female instructor in last year camp. You were virtually running 4 posts including group i/c, f&b 2 i/c, station i/c and helping out with the campfire. You were totally amazing. If the main comm loses you, I think it will be very hard to replicate the same standard we have set for ourselves last year. Junie, you were taking my current position along with the campfire. The camp was a success in many aspects and I think you knew that. And you also know that a campfire, any campfire for that matter, is the highlight of a camp! I think you are a master of campfire. Wei Ren actually wants me to plan this year's one but I really want to learn from you about how to host one properly. No point sending me to the dungeons right. I am not a guy known to speak serious stuff but there you have it. So please for the love of Greg,hop on board. For the current moment, I have too many ideas zoom in my head and for tomorrow's meet up, I am going to say my 2 cents' worth. This might sound way off but my friend told me I have some weird ideas like I am super strong advocate of special term. In fact, I am planning to do 2 mods this coming special sem 2. Crazy right? It eats into holidays, too expensive, blablabla... But oh what the heck I am on PMS (Papa Mama scholarship). Officially I been telling people I want to slack but the real reason is that by doing special term, it means you can technically do less mods at the normal sem. It means that the chances for me to burnout lowers and I can do better right? Makes sense what. Why don't you guys ever listen to my advice. Haha. Well this should be all the crap I have to say today. TO Sierra Whiskey, keep fighting. I will be rooting for you. Whiskey Whiskey, I just don't know what to say to you anymore.