Saturday, June 28, 2008

im bored

I am not in the mood to anything these days. I don't know why. Actually I don't want to know also. Sometimes its not good to know too much. I wonder what will life be like if I was someone else. But I guess I enjoy my own life best. LOL! 21 years of existence. Hmmm I don't think I have met with any major difficulties or loss yet. It has been smooth sailing. But I guess as humans we always think that the pasture is greener on the other side. But if we look in the news and we see the sufferings in the world, we will naturally change our minds. Ok!! The thought of the day: Appreciate what you have, enjoy each day like its your last, and never give up! Can that be done? No. But hell we can try!!!

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Hello st2

There goes my first week of special term 2. I look at people enjoying arts camp, I feel damn pissed cos they enjoying but I'm suffering. Well haven't suffer yet la. And not really suffer. Well the benefit is that next term I can take less modules lor. I see my friends either want to take the full five modules or want to overload with 6 modules, I am like 'wah, you guys siao ah.' I look at my readings for the modules, and if i multiply that by 5, my next question is 'how to tahan.' But I guess can tahan if I want to la. Anyways, I met new friends at ug camp. Been hanging out with some of them more recently. BBQ last Friday with the ncc guys. It was fun although it was an all guy turnout and we overbought cause it was a poor turnout. Yap, we talked cock like nobody's business la. Jokes around. The only thing missing: a cold cold beer. But they all kids I'm the only oldie there so I guess no beer? Sunday went zoo with the guides. Woohoo!!! Hmm what can I say? I haven't been to the zoo in a thousand years. So ok la. I always say its the company not the place. We went to eat Pizza Hut at night. Met up with Shu Fang there also la. Quite cool cause never see her for a long time liao. Well not that long lor. Saw her last at my 21st. Then Tuesday went to Junie house to celebrate her 20th. The funny thing was that Junie's mama thought I was SK's BF!!!! Where can??? Haha!! Not that I don't like her but we look like we are together mah?? I just like to tease her only mah!! I think she has the motherly figure so I call her 'mama' lor. Like this also wrong ma? Haha. Anyways I want to thank Junie for inviting me la. It was fun la. You guys should check out the video we made, it was damn funny la. I don;t mind watching it a thousand times la. I think I will still laugh at it at the end of the thousand time la. That is how funny it is. What I can say now, this sem seems more fun than the last. Hmmm I hope the grades get better also. Ok that should be all. Bye!!!

Saturday, June 21, 2008

feel my pain

Hey guys! I am done with the stupid first special term liao... Next week start the 2nd term... As you can tell, I have only one weekend of break. I am so damn sianz la. Today went for a bbq with some of the NCC guys from the brd ug camp. So much food cos the turnout was supposed to be a lot but it turns out tt only the ncc guys, wei ren and me turn up. Shit sia. Tot desiree,my "mama" and pooh bear will turn out. But an all guy turn out is just as good. Sianz... Now waiting for my st results to come out. I am not expecting anything good to turn out. What to do. If i could turn back time, I would choose not to do it lor. Nxt term doing ps. Hmmm nvr do before, so i am not expecting shit out of anything la. Wish me luck ok. Actually i hate exams, I always had this stupid tingling feeling. dun know how to explain. oh well wat the heck... anyways, these days i feel tt something is missing in my life. dun know wat.maybe its a calling for a gf. but i just dun know la hor.so anyways, i packed this weekend so i am gg to enjoy it la. wish me all the best ya. love u guys